I just got back from my last class of the day. It's 3:30 pm and I still have not gotten anything done. I look at my planner and there it listed:
1. Post 5th bog
2. Find two sources for 3rd essay topic and analyze it
3. Read "Writing Paragraphs" in the Writer's Reference
4. Start presentation
5. Start 2nd essay for SAS 30 due Friday
6. Start reviewing for SAS 30 midterm Monday
7. Review Notes for NPB12 and Study for Midterm
8. Work Friday & sat.
So I'm thinking to myself "How in the world will I do all this between now and Sunday." Just when I thought things could not get anymore time consuming, I realized I that I have work right after class on Friday until 11pm and work Saturday morning until 3 pm. Once again, more time had been taken out of my workload time. So as I'm sitting here doing this, it made me think about the paragraph that Kaitlin wrote in class about workloads and working at the same time. I am definitely feeling the pressure now.
I really hope all this fighting for time between work and school will pay off in the future. Then it hit me, what if it does not pay off? What if some how something happens and my life just fall apart?! All the time I spent on working and doing homework will go to waste! It was almost as if I'm having a panic attack.
So I took a deep breath and calmed down. I said to myself "Think positively, don't give up." This was the only think I could do because the future is a mystery and as much as I want to know what will happen, I don't. Though I wished I knew so then if my life is to fall apart I should just give up now- but I can't give up. Because the future is such a mystery, giving up now might just ruin my chance of a better future. So with all that thinking, I came to the conclusion that I am definitely thinking too much and I should just continue to work hard, manage my time and hopefully it will all pay off.
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Sigh, I'm always behind my schedule. A lot of time, I worked very hard, but I still received a bad grade. It seems like my hard work never paid off. However, you are right that we should not give up. Giving up with just makes things worse; I guess I just have to continue to work hard :)
ReplyDeleteIt is okay Huong, you did get throught it. Good Job. I had the same workloads on that week too. Hope you are doing good and keep the energy to work hard. Final is coming up!
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